Something like life

I feel better today. That's on the relative scale of my life now.  Don't anyone get excited. 

I almost feel like I can see a glimmer of life. 

Honestly, that makes me cry, too. 

I feel overwhelmed. It's big out there. And that bigness is Katie-less. And I don't like that. 

Someone asked what is one thing I'd like to do. I'd like to travel with Libby. I always wanted to travel with my girls. I still want to travel with my girls. Just now I have just Libby. That hurts. 

There's a reality setting in that I want to reject. I can no longer live that little bit in unreality and disbelief.