What I think about myself

I volunteered at the courthouse all day today.  Okay, not completely a full day, but I was there in the morning before 10 and left about 3:30. And it felt good. 

It was good to get out of the house. It was good to help people.

I like to think that I'm someone who focuses on others and on making the world a better place. I haven't done much of that lately. 

I have always thought of myself as an extrovert. Now, I'm more turned inward. I don't think this is a forever change, but it is now. 

I think more until I can't think anymore because it hurts. 

I was talking to Libby before she got out of bed this morning, and I was stroking her hair.  And I wept because I was thinking about the last time I stroked Katie's hair at the funeral home.