You know, that's helicopter mother. The one who tries to make everything right for their child. Its unbelievably hard, though. I don't want to lose her.
She's getting stronger again. So am I. It's a roller coaster ride. The sunshine helps. The vacation helped. Maybe some fog is lifting again.
I don't ever think I'll be free of the fog. Sometimes the sunshine burns off some of the fog, and sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes the fog is so dense that I can't see. (I had that experience in Florida last week.)
I keep saying "maybe someday." I don't say "never" any more. I learned that lesson. What you think will never happen can, indeed, happen.
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