Saturday, April 5, 2014

It smells heavenly

I smell things. I don't know how to say it otherwise. 

Sometimes when I'm sitting still I smell a lovely scent. It's not always the same scent. However, it's always fresh and sweet and a bit floral. 

At first I thought it was my perfume, but, while it has a hint of lavender, it's not all lavender. Then I thought it was my new laundry detergent, but it's more floral-y.  Then I started noticing that it's always similar, but it's not always the same. 

Sometimes I smell it when I'm around a candle, but most often I'm not close to a candle. I thought it was some new soap that I bought, but I smell it even when I've put the soaps away upstairs, and I'm downstairs. It makes no difference where I am in the house.  I smell it even when I'm not at home. 

It's familiar and comforting, and I want to bury my nose in it and sink into it. Sometimes it lasts for minutes. Usually it's just a passing breath. 

Katie loved lavender like I do. She had soap and deodorant and spray for her body and her pillows. 

She loved fruit and ate everything in season. 

It's not a scent that I associate with Katie as she was. 

I'm starting to wonder if it is the scent of Katie as she is now. 

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